*sighs* alright... good morning... so i'm waitin' on laundary so i can repack cause i leave in a bout 5-6 hours... i'm really not sure.. ack. I think i'm ready.. i have a lot of things to do when i get home. seein' everyone was refreshing, but there's just too much at home right now. I felt kind of depressed being here, but kind of not.. it's hard to explain... all i know is that i learned something... everyone needs me, but me. at least that's how i feel. i don't understand... i feel guilty for leaving. *shrugs* i gotta stop living for everyone else... but i've done it for so long.. it habitual... anyway..